En , se publicaron los resultados de un estudio de consenso llamado Working Formulation. El linfoma no Hodgkin LNH de crecimiento lento incluye los siguientes subtipos:. El linfoma folicular in situ y el linfoma folicular primario de duodeno son variantes de escasa malignidad que muy pocas veces progresan y casi nunca exigen tratamiento. Los pacientes con enfermedad localizada por lo general se someten a radioterapia. Se recomienda la profilaxis del sistema nervioso central SNC para los pacientes con compromiso testicular; por lo general, se administran 4 a 6 inyecciones de metotrexato intratecal.
Las infecciones oportunistas son frecuentes debido a una inmunodeficiencia subyacente. Estos factores son los siguientes:. La morbilidad relacionada con el tratamiento se debe considerar en detalle. En lo posible, los pacientes se deben incluir en estos estudios. En un ensayo prospectivo aleatorizado, pacientes de linfoma folicular en estadio I o estadio II se asignaron al azar a recibir 30 Gy de radioterapia sola dirigida al campo comprometido o radioterapia con 6 ciclos de R-CVP rituximab, ciclofosfamida, vincristina y prednisona.
En el National Lymphocare Study se identificaron pacientes con linfoma folicular en estadio I. Los pacientes con sitios de compromiso que no se pueden alcanzar mediante radioterapia se tratan como a los pacientes con linfoma de grado bajo en estadio III o en estadio IV. Datos probatorios mantenimiento con rituximab en pacientes sin tratamiento previo :. Datos probatorios mantenimiento con rituximab en pacientes con tratamiento previo :. En resumen, en ausencia de modificaciones en la SG, resulta complicado decidir si se cambia el rituximab por obinutuzumab para combinarlo con quimioterapia en pacientes con linfoma folicular sin tratamiento previo.
Los pacientes con linfoma de crecimiento lento que recaen, a menudo logran controlar su enfermedad con quimioterapia en monoterapia o quimioterapia combinada, rituximab un anticuerpo monoclonal anti-CD20 , lenalidomida, anticuerpos monoclonales anti-CD20 radiomarcados o radioterapia paliativa. De manera semejante a los resultados de los estudios aleatorizados de radioterapia antes de la era de rituximab, es posible diferir la radioterapia para los pacientes sin grandes masas tumorales en estadios tempranos.
Para los pacientes que no toleran un curso prolongado de quimioterapia, se obtienen resultados equivalentes con 3 ciclos de R-CHOP y radioterapia de acuerdo a ensayos retrospectivos de un solo grupo. Se recomienda la profilaxis del sistema nervioso central SNC para los pacientes con compromiso paranasal o testicular; por lo general se administran 4 a 6 inyecciones de metotrexato intratecal.
A veces, se administra radioterapia dirigida a las masas tumorales voluminosas. Se recomienda la profilaxis del SNC para todos los pacientes, por lo general se administran 4 a 6 inyecciones intratecales. El tratamiento se puede diferir en las mujeres con linfoma no Hodgkin LNH de crecimiento lento. El revisor principal del sumario sobre Tratamiento del linfoma no Hodgkin en adultos es:. No comunicarse con los miembros del Consejo para enviar preguntas o comentarios sobre los sumarios.
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Estado funcional EF. Valores de lactato-deshidrogenasa LDH. Cuadro 4. J Clin Oncol 17 4 : , This is really long, but I think its worth a read. It should be well written and engaging. Give it a try. I am an Aquarius male with a Cancer female. We are not exactly together, we have an incredibly abnormal relationship kind of like friends with benefits. But our friendship is very close and tight nit.
I am so loyal to her ever since I met her for the verry first time at She was a very simple, quiet and shy girl. While I was an obnoxious, over bearing and loud. Somehow she was intrigued by me and I brought out the outgoing girl in her. Over the time of our relationship, we have gotten to know each other me knowing her more than she does me. While my self I am very unique, unopen, uppidy and extravagant. Our relationship has gotten bumpy at times.
Because we are friends, we did our own thing. She did hers more than I did mine. She cared less about how I felt, while I cared more. This is where her extreme sense of selfishness arose. She wants to do what she wants, not what is best. Also, she is less loyal to me. She would be more likely to join in with others when they speak negatively of me.
She later realized that the ones she trusted and thought she hit it off with, really did not have her best intentions in mind. They were not as loyal as I was. She always comes running back and apologizing for treating me poorly. One thing that irritates me though, she always blames someone else for MAKING her do what she did, rather than accepting responsibilty for her actions.
As we got older, the dynamics of our relationship changed. We became closer and we would talk more. I tend to lecture her on why I am so even tempered, and how I do not make the same mistakes she has. We are incredibly honest with eachother. She has realized that I am the most devoted person in her life and that I have never hurt her. She realized that If I did not act the way I did when things got rough, we would not be 'friends' anymore. I have forced her to change. I lectured her on being rational and less naive. She always admits, "your always right and its really annoying".
The fact that she can do this, shows her growth and how she is willing to admitt fault and that someoen else is right. Not a christmas gift or even a birthday. Whereas, I buy her gifts for occasions and sometimes because something reminded me of her and I just got it. I even buy her, her favorite alcohal to keep around her apartment. I even went grocery shopping for her. And she said that I did a better job, than if she went for herself. I tend to know what she wasnts better than she knows herself. But not once have I walked in and she had something that I liked and she purchased it so I can have it.
This irritates me incredibly, I am so lavish and sharing with her, yet she never sacrifices anything to make me happy. One example of this is with a ceaser salad. If she has one and I want some, I can only get the lettuce. She enjoys the chicken too much to give me any. Part of the reason why she feels she does not need to sacrifice for me is because I am always happy, and I don't act as if I need anything which I don't however I appreciate the thought, and she just does not give it to me.
We have different tastes. I drive a luxury SUV, She drives a fuel efficient fast car. My room is very hotel like, her's is more dorm like and usable. I like high end clothing and somewhat expensive stores while she appreciates discount stores with lesser qaulity clothing. I like to make a statement and be unique with what I wear, whereas she likes to be comfortable and somewhat instyle. I would prefer if she was as esthetically inclined as I was, but she looks good enough for me, and I try not to impose my way of dress on her.
However, I am honest. If she asks: "do you like this? But she like most people isnt used to that. She is expecting me to say yes, she hasnt even realized that she asked me a question. But I explained to her the rational behind this concept, and now she knows if she asks me a question I am goign to answer it honestly.
Her moods have worsened, I never realized how much of a problem they were until I began seeing her daily. One day she is happy, the next she is sad. One day she is horny and willing to have sex, the next day she doesn't want to be touched. She does not know, that over anything I wish for a sense a stability with her. Once she made a complaint to me that: although we have known each other for a long time, she feels she doesn't know anything about me. It's because I don't share my emotions with her.
She measures how emotionally attatched I am, by how much I share. I am more likely to share my money and alcohal etc. After she made that complaint, I explained to her that I am a very emotional person, however I am incredibly personal. And also, I am more so involved in my thinking and concepts than I am with my feelings. To know how I think and what concepts I live my life by is to know me. Whereas she believes knowing my past and my experiences constitutes knowing someone. I hate how annoyed she gets by the stupidist things, She can never just brush anything off.
I hate how she takes her anger out on people who have nothing to do with what made her angry I have told her this. I tell her that its irrational. It makes no sense to be in a bad mood towards me, because you had a bad day at work. When I said that to her, she never realized that it wasnt okay. This is part of the rationality That I am trying to insert in her life. There is some middle ground and exceptions to everything.
She has accepted and agreed to all of these things, however she claims it is easier said than done, its hard for her to not follow her instinct, she doesn't think about her daily activities and interactions that much. However, I have noticed some changes. Trying to get her to be a more rational person is quite hard. But I know her so well, I know what mood she has to be in in order to accept such criticism and honesty.
I have told her personally every thing that I have written here accept for her not buying me anything. Our we relationship is still weird, and I definetly love her. But her faults, moods, and unwillingness to change sometimes is very irritating. I have noticed myself, slowly drifting away from her. I feel like I have settled, but for some reason its hard to just let her go. I am too loyal, and I know she needs me to guide her through life. As cocky as that may sound. She does need me, sometimes she admits that and sometimes she resents it.
I know I need her, and I admit it easily. I don't need much from her, just her presence, loyalty and consideration. I need her love as well, I don't feel she loves me, even though she says it sometimes. I fear that one day she's going to come around and finally realize my impo rtance to her and she is going to want to be exclusive, but I wont be there.
I see my self drifting, more and more each day. I want someone with the same morals I have, the same outlook on life. I am willing to accept people as they are as long as their flaws aren't potentially detrimental to their well being or to our relationship. As much as I enjoy trying to mold her and helping her, I want someone who gets it off the bat.
I want someone who isnt so stubborn. I want someone to subscribe to me and make me feel loved so that I can let go of the walls I have built around me. I need the security of knowing, not one negative thing is said about me to anyone else when I'm not around. First of all, im an aqua, and currently im having a relationship with a cancer. Well the thing is its my first time with a cancer, and I feel that I cant really understand her much, eventhough I tried my best, I do flirt with her a lot and yea, I can be abit clingy at times, but I try by best to give her some space that she needs which I think she needs now , but I feel that she's pulling away from me somehow,and I cant stop thinking about her.
I don't want her to feel that she's not the one who should be with me, and im afraid im giving her too much pressure asking lots and lots of questions, cause sometimes I feel insecure and I need to confirm how she feels about me I am a Cancer girl married to an Aquarius guy. Been married for 16 years. He is a honey does heaps for me and understands me. I give him the freedom to get involved with lots of projects and him me as well, yes us Cancer girls can be a bit moody and we have worked out a lot of that by just comunicating.
We both look after each other. We are chalk and cheese but life would be boring if we were all the same. We have heaps of fun together and laughter is the key. I'm a Cancer woman and this is my second relationship with an Aquarian man, and I must say I absolutely love it!!! He's smart and funny and very intelligent and analytical, which can be a breathe of fresh air, especially when I'm stumped or unable to assess a problem due to all the emotional output I add into the equation.
Aquarian men have a masculine energy that I love and simply can't deny I am so moved and inclined to write a response here I so appreciate all the stories and input especially from the Aquarian men. The best of all was the story written from the "very unique, unopen, uppidy and extravagant aquarian" who is having a friends with benefits female he's known since she was Very insightful and enlightening.
As I said I am a Gemini woman of 42yrs I look like I am in my 20's tho I take excellent care of myself spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically and these are the traits that attract me to him.
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I also have a lot of Cancer traits I am extremely loyal, sensitive, very grounded and love affection and am highly sensual with high sex drive. I am extremely passionate, compassionate, kind, sweet, positive, open, trustworthy and all about truth and honesty. The stability, family, home and security within a relationship are crucial and non-negotiable for me. Are these more Cancer then Gemini traits? I am not flighty nor am I wishy washy and I do not like lies and dishonesty.
I dislike manipulation of any sort. I am extremely emotional and sensitive but yet I am highly evolved emotionally and mentally and know when to pick my battles The man I am dating or rather, no longer dating He is always sending me confusing signals Yet, now that we are friends When we do get together once a month Even others on the outside looking in, have commented that they can tell he has the major hots for me. It's uncontrollable Even when he says he is trying so hard to respect me as a friend and not hurt me in any way, he can't help the chemistry and we end up being intimate and spending the night.
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He does not want any confinement or to feel obligated to anyone in anyway Ev en the friends with benefits thing he is uncomfortable with. He does not want to answer to anyone or feel like he has to call anyone of see anyone in particular When we first met, he did offer me exclusivity and introduced me to his friends and family members within the first days of our dating He no longer called and texted me times a day and that's when I started to ask what was going on.
Then soon after And now Mind you I have not asked for any commitment, I have not asked for him to call or reach out more to me I know better now In my mind, we were just friends who can't help the chemistry and passion btwn us I didn't expect anything beyond this nor did I misunderstand the intimate situation recently I was well aware of what we were doing and that it was not going anywhere or changing anything. I don't understand why he is now asking we be only friends Why is he feeling obligation and confined when I have not asked for anything.
He says, it's weird that a guy is asking for no-sex instead of the girl in the relationship. I know the sex was amazing I know when I am with him, he loves it I am so confused I can clearly see he is so attracted to me, he says he cares so deeply for me and doesn't want me to get hurt and is trying so hard to be proper and respectful of the boundaries I have not asked for anything at all Can anyone interpret this for me?
Am I crazy or is he really afraid of his feelings for me? Can any Aquarian male shed any light on this situation? Can a female Cancer who's been in these situations shed any light? I feel like he doesn't appreciate my friendship or who I am. I have so many other men chasing after me Why am I getting so many confusing messages from him I'am a Aquarius man married to a Cancer woman for 3 years this August.
We have been together for a total of 7 years. Well let's say the Cancer woman is awesome and independent, but at times very needy. I love the fact that I can play video games with her and she understands basketball my favorite sport. We don't argue that much but when we do it is a nightmare. Cancer women cry at the drop of a hat and that sometimes can be annoying. You want a woman to be strong physically and mentally. Don't get me wrong crying is good sometimes in certain situations. I have been called heartless by my wife several times which is not true. It just has to be a major issue for a Aquarius man to cry, but we do have our moments.
Now in the bedroom before I married her I could get sex whenever I wanted. Now it seems like I damn near have to beg her to get sex. We struggle with communication issues sometimes as well. But all and all I love her and will make it work. I did a lot of therapy in the past year to resolve issues with my family and things that made me overly emotional. Now that I have control over that, I find that I get along with the Aquarius extremely well.
I also consider him a friend, which helps. We have a very symbiotic relationship. He'd be a loner if it weren't for me, I like having someone to take care of in a very non-clingy way. Trust is important, obviously, but I find as long as I don't get psycho or clingy I have nothing to fear. When inevitably I feel that kind of emotional stuff coming on, I excuse myself - it's not going to win you any points, and he won't be able to commiserate. Just let it burn off. Give him some slack, and he always comes back.
I offer home cooking Cancer traits , decorating tips, and I come at the relations hip with an open and curious attitude about him and about the world, e. My Aquarius is deeply sensitive in a not-showing-it, world-wary sort of way. My approach to this is, just be myself, don't be psycho, and over time I've watched him come out bit by bit. When I say bit by bit - we're not talking about a few things I'm talking, we're building the Great Wall of China.
Aquarians are so unassuming, logical and honest. That we tend to be good readers of people's personalities. When we do make an assumption, they tend to be right. It seems he has you figured out and he just isn't into you. If you were his dream girl, you wouldnt be soo confused and you would know that. We love chasing women! When we feel that we have accomplished getting the girl too quickly, we arent as interested. Especially if they reveal too much of themselves. Him being too busy to take anyone on in his life, sounds like a white lie in order to spare your feelings we do that sometimes, we're incredibly diplomatic.
WE can juggle and handle anything and everything at the same time. We love chaos, because we can find order in it all the time. However, I must say that, you did say something that turned me off brace urself for honesty here. The '2 consecutive day comment' about that being the reason he feels the relationship was a bit much, we don't like comments or thinking like that. Although you may have meant it sarcastically or snarkily, it violates our ideals.
He provided you with the reasoning true or not and you are supposed to take that as why he doesn't want to move forward with the relationship. You seemed to insert your truth, saying: he fears commitment etc. We are incredibly measured, look back on how many times I said words like: seem, perhaps, maybe, etc. People who display certainty on our charachter really turn us off. Despite, what I've said here; I'm incredibly attracted to you. I love that you have the ability to provide someone with space they need and that you have the desire to be with them at the same time.
I want that in my life more than anything. Which brings me to my point: the only thing that is predictable about us, is how unpredictable we are. I actaully want commitment! You just need to find the right guy who you crave, and that craves you as well. Someone who is interested in trying to know you, you don't want this lobb sided relationship. Trust me, it sucks! Look for an Aquarian like me! You seem to be my type of Gemini minus the assumptions, that I assume you make.
In our compatibilty chart, we have the lowest score when it comes to communicating with cancers. It seems that you guys both have the same fears. If you were to allow her to read what you posted here, I think that it can clear the air. Figure out when she is in a good mood, and address the problem. Give her some warnings like: "this may not be the best convo, but it can make this soo much better, are you willing to have it?
Don't worry about hurting my feelings". Also, "I'm not going to judge you". Because naturally, she does not want to have the confrontation and she is proabably fearing the worse possible out come of the convo. So you need to find when she is least likely to feel this way. Pour your heart out! Do exactly what you are asking of her. You want to hear what she says so you can understand her. She wants to hear what you have to say so, she can love you. That is how she connects, so allow her into your mind and your heart.
Let her know how much it hurts you when she drifts away. She probably drifts away because she doesn't believe that you are devoted to her, so in order to protect herself, she keeps herself from being attatched. Anothjer problem can be, you probably don't show that you need her. Tell her that you need to feel that she wants you, tell her that you don't like when she rejects you. Tell her that you love her for who she is, not for what she can do for you. Her presence is enough to attract you. Hopefully, this works out.
She should answer all your questions or explain to you why she does what she does. Chances are, she is going to love that she can be soo honest without being judged and she is going to love to know that you are affected when she isn't with you. She might cry. She may also feel bad, that she treated you poorly. You need to makesure that you alleviate this from her thinking.
Cancers go on guilt trips like they're on paid vacation Makesure that you tell her, everything happened due to a lack of communication and a lack of understanding eachother. You need to makesure that she believes this. As a fellow aquarian, Im sure you will keep your cool, but makesure she doesn't get mad! Aslong as you keep her calm, and you don't take the bate, you will move forward.
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Seal the deal with a hug, wipe away any tears that may fall, gently rub her back. You should be golden. Remember, finding the right mood and assuring she is comfortable is KEY. I am a Cancer woman who dated an Aquarius once. It was a long time ago but it was a good relationship while it lasted. What I can remember about the relationship was he completely swept me off my feet. I was dating another guy, and he came in, flirted with me and the next thing I know I'm breaking up with the ex who as a Virgo and going with the Aqua man.
I think it was such a successful relationship because he did all the pursuing. I was not suspicious of him, and I let him do his thing. I was always active, had a lot of friends, and was really working hard to get good grades so I could go to school. I guess with me being busy all the time it was enough to keep him interested. We dated for about a year but he got into trouble and had to leave the state yeah bad trouble. I recently found myself involved with another Aquarius, but this one is very different from the first Aqua guy I dated.
Just turned I was and still am deeply, deeply, in love with a Cancer gal.
She is just slightly older and recently divorced with two beautiful children whom I adore quite a bit. Sadly we broke up a month ago. Reading the above experiences is pretty fascinating. I wish I could go back and re-do everything as impossible as that is. I had never felt this type of love for someone EVER before and after being foolishly aloof for the first few months I suddenly realized I was madly in love with her. But as problems arose our time together waned for many reasons some of which were logistical kids and job I just totally freaked out.
I'm normally very cool about love but feeling the ever widening distance just threw me off. I so wish I had been able to remain calm and collected and rational but as I said before I had never ever experienced such intense feelings for a woman. Feeling her seem to drift away from me caught me off guard and sent me into a tailspin. I now realize how far away from my true self I had drifted mainly due to the sense that I was losing the love of my life. I do hope someday we will re-connect and I will wait years for her if I have to. What can I say about my Aquarius guy.
I'm a Cancer woman and Ive been with my Aquarius guy fro almost six months. Overall my experience has been amazing. But im not gone lie there are some rough times One of the biggest conflict in our relationship is communication. Since we are both such strong minded people, it's hard for us to let our guard down and let each other know how we really feel. Other than that we are very compatible we can have fun doing nothing at all.
We spend A LOT of time together. Its like we can't get enough. I Love Him So Much As far as the sex,,,we haven't done it yet lol. But ive had a few sneak peaks and I have a feeling it will be amazing. So far I am enjoying my relationship and im looking forward to our future,,, together. I'm a Aquarius, my girlfriend soon to be wife, is a Beautiful Cancer. The charismatic marks do not lie.
We didn't have nothing in common at all. Though me being me, I try to resolves those problems to help us better ourselves. The communication used to blow, but we back on track. Reading this made me think wow its not that surprising that we lack a few things but we just started. I knew from the first kiss that I couldn't keep my emotions together. I am a Cancer girl who has a confusing crush on an Aquarius guy he's sweet and so distached sometimes.
The only time we ever had a real converstion was when we were talking about how school is affecting us, our lives, family, and friends. He's a big sweet heart but I am so curious on how to draw his attention and also he has a girlfriend that he's been with for a year almost. I guess I just want to be his friend instead of being a ho. We have a lot in common sometimes it just feels like he might grow tired of talking about the same thing. Well I'm a Cancer female who was seeing an Aquarius male.
It was kind of a no strings attached thing. We communicated about a year before I finally agreed to go on a date with him then another year before I decided to sleep with him. I never really felt connected to him. The communication was always light and humorous. No deep conversations and I knew very little about his background. All I know really about him is that he loves himself and his child. Anyway when we are together he seems very attentive and likes to cuddle and I think we are getting somewhere; just maybe his castle wall is collapsing but I'm am wrong and wrong and wrong again and again.
My birthday just passed and he didn't even give me a birthday present and this really hurt my feelings so I ended communication. I found him to be too stubborn and inconsiderate. Im a Cancer lady well kinda in a relationship with a Aquarious guy We use to date a year ago.. But we started talking agian I know he like me, he makes it very obvious.
We have a lot in common I read some horoscops of Aquarious and a Cancer and says that it doesn't work Well I say, for me it works :. I have something that you all probably haven't seen. I admired an Aquarius man for about three years before he finally paid me any attention. He asked me out, and we went to dinner and hit it off.
He dropped a huge bomb on me: He told me that he was married. His wife is in Mexico, and has been there for the last four years. He said that he no longer loves her, and that she married him under false pretenses in order to stay in the country, because she had been deported twice before. He tried to make her a citizen, and she went across the border to talk to someone about it, and supposedly she was not allowed back into the United States. She went back down to the interior of Mexico and has been there ever since. She has a daughter from a man she had an affair with years before. My Aquarian has sent her money for the upkeep of the girl, because he says that she is the only father the girl has.
We started out as friends, because I told myself that I could not be in a r elationship with a married man. We began to spend a lot of time together, and soon he was calling me his girlfriend to people, and he declared his love to me. He eventually he kissed me and that progressed in time to a sexual relationship. He told me that he didn't feel guilty because his wife does not love him, and never loved him in the first place.
I have met most of his brothers and sisters, He is the second youngest of nine, and I've met six of his siblings as well as his widowed father , and I have met a few of his nephews, nieces, and cousins. They all approve of me, it seems. They all told me that his wife never loved him or had a kind word for him or them, for that matter. I have met his friends, and they all told me the same thing.
As much as I held back and didn't want to tell him that I loved him, I finally told him. This was before we became sexually involved, so it wasn't because of the great sex. I can honestly say that I have never loved anyone like I love him. I can't imagine my life without him. I spoke to his wife on the phone once, telling her that I loved him. She yelled at me and called me names, but I remained calm and asked her, "Do you love him? If a woman loves a man, you'd think she'd declare it, don't you? Anyway, he told her that he didn't love her, but he does love her daughter, and that he would keep sending her money for the little girl, because she is the only father she has known.
He told her that he wanted a divorce, because he was in love with me and wanted to be free to marry me. She told him that she would never grant him a divorce. As far as I knew then, he didn't speak to her again. Months later, she sent him a letter calling him a coward and other things, and told him that he was allowing me to destroy their lives, etc. He assured me that he still loved me. I thought everything was going well, but then he seemed to be holding back from me.
He didn't send me texts or call like he used to. He started kind of snapping at me, and I didn't know why. I finally asked him why he was being rude to me, and he told me that he as sorry he was snapping at me. I made the mistake of asking him if he still loved me, and he said that he loves me, but he's not "in love" with me. Of course that devastated me. BUT, here is the rub: He isn't in love with me, but he still sees me, still occasionally has sex with me, but then he'll tell me that we are sinners and shouldn't be having sex.
I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should hang in there and be like a dog waiting for scraps of attention, or if I should just run for the hills. He told me early in the relationship that all women leave him. I told him that I wouldn't. He said, "I've heard that before. I know I am doing wrong by being with a married man, and I am a sinner, but I love him so very, very much. I know it sounds dramatic, but I can't imagine my life without him in it. Does he love me or not? I found out recently that he has been in communication with his wife for about a month or so.
He said that he has sent money to her for the little girl.
I found out when we were going to go have dinner when she called to ask if he sent her money. I I told him, "See, she has no problem calling you for money. I never planned on falling in love with a married man, and I ruined my impeccable reputation on a man who promised me that he would never hurt me and would never stop loving me. Please pray for me, give me guidance, something.
I do not know what to do. I am in anguish. I can't think of anything but him and how much I love him. I am an idiot, but I can't just switch my feelings off. First time I laid my eyes on this woman, I didn't want anything else in this world. I literally broke my back trying to please, provide, love, romance, and nurture this woman and all I got in return was no affection, no physical touch, bitched at because everything I did was wrong, never told thank you for anything, and so it went.
Finally she decides one day just to take off for damn near 2 weeks to "stay with friends" that i've never even met mind you and I was supose to just be ok with that